I've just returned from the Hospital. The pain wasn't ceasing. They took some blood to run some tests, and they gave me some intramuscular medicine for the headache.
The results showed that everything was normal, it was migraine. They told me to avoid TV, PC, and reading.
I'm here just to update the blog, cause writing this blog distracts me from the pain. I didn't go to colleague today because of the intense pain, but I hope I'll go tomorrow. I miss my fiancé terribly :( yesterday we didn't saw each other because I was sleeping, trying to control the pain, and today, the doctor told me to rest, not to leave the house.
I hope I get better soon so I can go hug her, kiss her, and just be with her <3 I love being with her <3
I'll get some sleep now, while hearing Dragon Ball Z, hugs.
miércoles, 29 de febrero de 2012
martes, 28 de febrero de 2012
Headache
I've got an splitting headache right know, I wanted to updated some pics of today's class (Pastry) but I'l guess I'll be doing that later :'( It hurts so bad.
domingo, 26 de febrero de 2012
Moments
Life is like a blanket made out of a lot of little pieces, you know? I'm not gonna go on and on saying the same old metaphors you have all heard. It's just that some days we do not add a single piece to that blanket, and it shouldn't be like that, everyday, if not everytime, we must add pieces to that blanket, to that knowledge.
That knowledge obviously is not gonna be a "good" one always obviously, sometimes you'll find out horrible things. But on the bigger picture those pieces are good ones, useful ones.
I've just watched the first episode of the second season of "Sherlock". I know after we watch certain movies or series we end up like "Wow, that was great, it had a great teaching, we must enjoy life and live it at our best" but then, a couple of hours later, we forget all about that and keep on with our "normal" lives and that may be happening right now, cause after watching Sherlock, you end up with this deep feeling of becoming better at everything, be smarter, stop paying attention to useless, banal stuff, and pay attention to really important things. I hope this feeling I have right now wont go away, it has got me pretty good. After 4 episodes of Sherlock, that feeling is stronger than ever. And I know it may sound silly that I got my inspiration from a series, but I don't care, inspiration can come in any form or shape.
So that being said, let us resume with the blogging stuff :3 I haven't write in a couple of days, I was kind of giving up on this, because I think no one is reading me, but now I realize, I'm doing this mostly for me, to let out everything that's on my mind(s) and chest.
So, let me make you a little resume of what happened on the last week (that I haven't blogged about anyway) Ok so on Wednesday, was our last day of Italian Cuisine (part of my World Cusine class) and we made handmade pasta, with some of the most renown sauces, Napolitan, Carbonara, and Puttanesca. The dough for the pasta is pretty simple, for every 100gr of flour, 1 egg. But let me tell you, that f*ing dough is hard!! You'll need a a special machine to get it flat enough, or you can make it with the rolling pin, but you'll have a pretty good tendons pain :) (QUICK NOTE: It's raining, I love rain, even more, writing while it rains) To make some of the sauces we used some chili, a pretty hot one. We made all the sauces and there was a little chili left on a bowl. A partner of mine, decided to make a bet: he would eat all the remaining chili for 30.000 pesos (more or less 15 dollars) After sometime of him hesitating if he should do it or not, me and some guys convinced him that he should (xD) and he did. Part of the bet consisted of him not to be able to drink or eat anything 10 minutes after eating the chili. His eyes we're all red, he started jumping up and down, and he kept opening and closing his mouth. Surprisingly enough, the teacher didn't noticed him. The teacher would have helped convincing him to eat the chili, he is pretty cool hahaha. He got his money and everyone was pretty happy with the results of the bet.
After that, the teacher gave us a grade for our work, told us that we were on of the funniest, happiest groups ever, and said goodbye to us all. I hope I have class with him again some day. Thank you Claudio.
Then, Thursday arrived and it was Colombian Cuisine day, we made some pretty typical plates. Arepa de Huevo (1) , Carimañolas (2) , Arroz Empastelado (Like a Risotto) (3) , Crispetas (Little Popcorn) (4) Enyucado (5) and Bocachico en Cabrito (6).
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All of them were delicious, but I'm growing more and more tired of eating meat. I want to become a veggie as fast as possible, the problem is that I HAVE to try a little piece of everything I cook, so I think I'll be doing that when I graduate... I know, I'm horrible.
Thursday was a pretty good day, I was pretty nervous about my aniversary on Friday and my Administration homework. But then Friday arrived and everything went pretty good, I got the best grade possible on Administration and Merchandising went good. After classes I ran to the bakery shop to buy some stuff for le romantic dinner with le fiancé. I wanted to make some Macarons (In case you don't know what a Macaron is, heres a pic) but they dind't have what I needed the most, Almond Flour. Fuck. But I bought some colorant, Orange colorant, and some other stuff.
I arrived home, starving, had some lunch, and started to plan how I was going to make things happen. I decided to make some pasta to her, and for desert some macarons. I made the pasta, without the machine, with the rolling pin, and I can assure you that's a better working out than any weights on the gym. I finally made it, and started with the Napolitan sauce, I did it too very fast (it's a simple sauce) and started with the *sigh* macarons. Since I didn't got the Almond flour, I bought some almonds and "pulverized" them myself.
Everything was going good (or I thought that) and what I got where some overgrown orange thingies.
Le fiancé arrived, I served her the pasta, making the plate looked as delicious as I could, and she loved it :) She gave me a box of macarons (some properly made ones hahaha) a diary (a VERY meaningful one) for me to write my thoughts, and a beautiful letter <3 She told me she had more presents but they hadn't arrived, I mean, isn't she the purely definition of love?
After dinner we watched The Little Mermaid, one of her favorite movies, and we had a beautiful evening together.
Then Saturday came, I woke up, left the house to do some exercise, some abs, push ups, pulls ups, etc, and at the end some jogging, cause exercise without cardio is kind of pointless. After that I came home again, did some homeworks I needed to do, a group assignment (Oh God how I hate to work in groups) and then I played a little bit of Prototype (I was going to play Bayonetta, but I missed Prototype) At night, some friends came, we played basketball at night, a friend and me, while we were waiting for my other friend to come. We played at 9:00pm at night, with freezing cold weather (It had been raining) and it was great!! He won, but the match was really cool, I have to do it more often. After the match, we came home, I made some dinner, we started to play Gears of War 3 and then my other friend arrived. We played for a little bit, talked shit as usual, and had a great time, as usual.
Sunday is here. I had planned to do some exercise today too but I woke up too late and I had to do another homework. My fiancé was staying with a friends so we haven't seen each other since Friday. I'm visiting her later today :) Oh I forgot, I may start working at a local Bakery so I have all my hopes on that, it would be great for me to learn new stuff and start to develop on the field :D
This was good, I love to write. Hope someone reads this and enjoy it :) lkajsfdlksdkf Later. Best wishes to all.
That knowledge obviously is not gonna be a "good" one always obviously, sometimes you'll find out horrible things. But on the bigger picture those pieces are good ones, useful ones.
I've just watched the first episode of the second season of "Sherlock". I know after we watch certain movies or series we end up like "Wow, that was great, it had a great teaching, we must enjoy life and live it at our best" but then, a couple of hours later, we forget all about that and keep on with our "normal" lives and that may be happening right now, cause after watching Sherlock, you end up with this deep feeling of becoming better at everything, be smarter, stop paying attention to useless, banal stuff, and pay attention to really important things. I hope this feeling I have right now wont go away, it has got me pretty good. After 4 episodes of Sherlock, that feeling is stronger than ever. And I know it may sound silly that I got my inspiration from a series, but I don't care, inspiration can come in any form or shape.
So that being said, let us resume with the blogging stuff :3 I haven't write in a couple of days, I was kind of giving up on this, because I think no one is reading me, but now I realize, I'm doing this mostly for me, to let out everything that's on my mind(s) and chest.
So, let me make you a little resume of what happened on the last week (that I haven't blogged about anyway) Ok so on Wednesday, was our last day of Italian Cuisine (part of my World Cusine class) and we made handmade pasta, with some of the most renown sauces, Napolitan, Carbonara, and Puttanesca. The dough for the pasta is pretty simple, for every 100gr of flour, 1 egg. But let me tell you, that f*ing dough is hard!! You'll need a a special machine to get it flat enough, or you can make it with the rolling pin, but you'll have a pretty good tendons pain :) (QUICK NOTE: It's raining, I love rain, even more, writing while it rains) To make some of the sauces we used some chili, a pretty hot one. We made all the sauces and there was a little chili left on a bowl. A partner of mine, decided to make a bet: he would eat all the remaining chili for 30.000 pesos (more or less 15 dollars) After sometime of him hesitating if he should do it or not, me and some guys convinced him that he should (xD) and he did. Part of the bet consisted of him not to be able to drink or eat anything 10 minutes after eating the chili. His eyes we're all red, he started jumping up and down, and he kept opening and closing his mouth. Surprisingly enough, the teacher didn't noticed him. The teacher would have helped convincing him to eat the chili, he is pretty cool hahaha. He got his money and everyone was pretty happy with the results of the bet.
After that, the teacher gave us a grade for our work, told us that we were on of the funniest, happiest groups ever, and said goodbye to us all. I hope I have class with him again some day. Thank you Claudio.
Then, Thursday arrived and it was Colombian Cuisine day, we made some pretty typical plates. Arepa de Huevo (1) , Carimañolas (2) , Arroz Empastelado (Like a Risotto) (3) , Crispetas (Little Popcorn) (4) Enyucado (5) and Bocachico en Cabrito (6).
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6All of them were delicious, but I'm growing more and more tired of eating meat. I want to become a veggie as fast as possible, the problem is that I HAVE to try a little piece of everything I cook, so I think I'll be doing that when I graduate... I know, I'm horrible.
Thursday was a pretty good day, I was pretty nervous about my aniversary on Friday and my Administration homework. But then Friday arrived and everything went pretty good, I got the best grade possible on Administration and Merchandising went good. After classes I ran to the bakery shop to buy some stuff for le romantic dinner with le fiancé. I wanted to make some Macarons (In case you don't know what a Macaron is, heres a pic) but they dind't have what I needed the most, Almond Flour. Fuck. But I bought some colorant, Orange colorant, and some other stuff.
I arrived home, starving, had some lunch, and started to plan how I was going to make things happen. I decided to make some pasta to her, and for desert some macarons. I made the pasta, without the machine, with the rolling pin, and I can assure you that's a better working out than any weights on the gym. I finally made it, and started with the Napolitan sauce, I did it too very fast (it's a simple sauce) and started with the *sigh* macarons. Since I didn't got the Almond flour, I bought some almonds and "pulverized" them myself.
Everything was going good (or I thought that) and what I got where some overgrown orange thingies.
Le fiancé arrived, I served her the pasta, making the plate looked as delicious as I could, and she loved it :) She gave me a box of macarons (some properly made ones hahaha) a diary (a VERY meaningful one) for me to write my thoughts, and a beautiful letter <3 She told me she had more presents but they hadn't arrived, I mean, isn't she the purely definition of love?
After dinner we watched The Little Mermaid, one of her favorite movies, and we had a beautiful evening together.
Then Saturday came, I woke up, left the house to do some exercise, some abs, push ups, pulls ups, etc, and at the end some jogging, cause exercise without cardio is kind of pointless. After that I came home again, did some homeworks I needed to do, a group assignment (Oh God how I hate to work in groups) and then I played a little bit of Prototype (I was going to play Bayonetta, but I missed Prototype) At night, some friends came, we played basketball at night, a friend and me, while we were waiting for my other friend to come. We played at 9:00pm at night, with freezing cold weather (It had been raining) and it was great!! He won, but the match was really cool, I have to do it more often. After the match, we came home, I made some dinner, we started to play Gears of War 3 and then my other friend arrived. We played for a little bit, talked shit as usual, and had a great time, as usual.
Sunday is here. I had planned to do some exercise today too but I woke up too late and I had to do another homework. My fiancé was staying with a friends so we haven't seen each other since Friday. I'm visiting her later today :) Oh I forgot, I may start working at a local Bakery so I have all my hopes on that, it would be great for me to learn new stuff and start to develop on the field :D
This was good, I love to write. Hope someone reads this and enjoy it :) lkajsfdlksdkf Later. Best wishes to all.
jueves, 23 de febrero de 2012
Love
Hello fellas. I'm two and a half hours to reach one of the most specials dates, my first anniversary, February the 24th <3
I cannot tell you guys what I have planed because my fiancé may read it and I would spoil the surprise. All I can tell you is that I am going to put all of me into making her happy.
I'm anxious, nervous, happy, and extremely in love at the same time. I want everything to be perfect for her tomorrow, I want to be the ideal for her.
Wish me luck :)
I cannot tell you guys what I have planed because my fiancé may read it and I would spoil the surprise. All I can tell you is that I am going to put all of me into making her happy.
I'm anxious, nervous, happy, and extremely in love at the same time. I want everything to be perfect for her tomorrow, I want to be the ideal for her.
Wish me luck :)
martes, 21 de febrero de 2012
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Today was a good day :) We made Croissants and Chocolate breads.
Making the dough for those preparations is a looong and dedicated job, you have to flatten the dough, fold it, leave in the fridge, leave it there for about 5 mins, take it out, flatten it again, fold it, and repeat all previous steps. But it is definetly worth it, they came out great :), look, here are some pics of the dough before the oven:
Making the dough for those preparations is a looong and dedicated job, you have to flatten the dough, fold it, leave in the fridge, leave it there for about 5 mins, take it out, flatten it again, fold it, and repeat all previous steps. But it is definetly worth it, they came out great :), look, here are some pics of the dough before the oven:
So after this, you paint them with egg, let them grow in the leaven oven, take them out, paint them again, and then to the "normal" oven for 10-15 minutes :) (I don't have the exact temperature, but it must be between 180 to 200°C) And here are some pics of the finished products :3 :
I took some of them to my fiancé and took a couple of them for my mom and brother :) Not to sound cocky but they came out delicious. I finally downloaded all the pics from my cell, so I'm going to put some images of pass classes on the next entry :) Keep tune, They'll be up in a couple of minutes.
lunes, 20 de febrero de 2012
Monday
Monday
I don't like mondays anymore. Not entirely. Not today.
I have a practical class and then a theoretical class, the practical classes are so energy draining it's almost impossible to stay awake on the theoretical class.
I'm not saying that I don't like those classes, I do. But I don't know, cooking tough incredibly soul filling, it's tiresome.
Also, I did something wrong today, as usual. Again, I made my fiancé sad. But I'm gonna put all my heart and soul to make for that mistake. We celebrate our first anniversary on Friday, I'm going to make it unforgettable <3
Ok, so I've realized I haven't told you guys stories about me, stuff about my life, I've just told you what I'm studying, who do I love, and what I'm planning to do with my life. I haven't told you about my past.
I'm just going to remember random stories and put them here.
Got it! I'm going to tell you about my trip to Panama :) It was 2 years ago. I was still at school, it was our school trip for 11th grade. We were all so excited, we were expecting that trip for like 1 or 2 years.
So when the day finally arrived we could hardly hold ourselves down to the floor. Just in the airport I took like 50 photos hahaha xD. We got on the plain, we were very loud (I'm not proud of that) and after an hour and a half on that plane, we arrived!!
We stayed at the Decameron, the one on the beach. It actually has a private beach, beautiful I must say. We got there, they showed us to our cabanas, they are absolutely brilliant. Ours was the only one with a private pool. We were initially 4 or 5 people on that cabana, at the end of the trip we were like 7 or 10.
Our first day we went to the dining room (food always first) a delicious buffet, and all of my friends served more than they would eat, I knew that was going to happen.
After that, we went to the beach and played some volleyball, got into the ocean, and drank a lot! I must admit playing volleyball drunk is fun :3 The problem was that we each got a bracelet, and at the time, there were only 3 people over 18 on my class, so they had to get us all 19 or 20 our drink.
At night, they all went to a pub inside the hotel, I dindn't go, I don't like people and noise.
The second day was perfect, just like all of them, breakfast was delicious, we could chose between 7 restaurants, all of then serving buffets.
I played some more volleyball, drinking on the beach, some ping pong, aerobics xD, swimming in the ocean and in one of the swimming pools, and most of all, enjoying myself. I would absolutely LOVE to go back there some day with my fiancé, it's a beautiful place. The week went by pretty far. On the second day I did went to the bar, I was very badly burnt, but still I gathered all my courage and starting dancing xD (I think I'm not a good dancer, I'm also kind of shy sometimes) There was a lady that had been looking at me and I wanted to ask her out for a dance but I was to drunk to talk to her. Also I was not confident with myself at all. So I just danced with myself.
On that night I ended up pretty wasted, my friends took me to our room but not before I threw up in front of a policeman, made a fool out of myself on the van (they were vans that took us to our cabanas) and finally fell on my bed pretty hard, face first.
On the last day, they took us to the biggest mall on Panama, it is indeed humongous . I bought my parents some stuff, a LOT of candy, something for my bros, and that was it. It was time to go home again u_u I was VERY burnt, I was a red dot.
We arrived at night, the cold night felt horrible on my skin u_u But I got over it. It was a beautiful trip, I will never forget it, and if any of you have the resources and the time to do it, I absolutely recomend it. Go to Panama, Go to that Decameron.
That's it for tonight folks, tomorrow will be another day, another story :) hope you liked it
NIGHT
I don't like mondays anymore. Not entirely. Not today.
I have a practical class and then a theoretical class, the practical classes are so energy draining it's almost impossible to stay awake on the theoretical class.
I'm not saying that I don't like those classes, I do. But I don't know, cooking tough incredibly soul filling, it's tiresome.
Also, I did something wrong today, as usual. Again, I made my fiancé sad. But I'm gonna put all my heart and soul to make for that mistake. We celebrate our first anniversary on Friday, I'm going to make it unforgettable <3
Ok, so I've realized I haven't told you guys stories about me, stuff about my life, I've just told you what I'm studying, who do I love, and what I'm planning to do with my life. I haven't told you about my past.
I'm just going to remember random stories and put them here.
Got it! I'm going to tell you about my trip to Panama :) It was 2 years ago. I was still at school, it was our school trip for 11th grade. We were all so excited, we were expecting that trip for like 1 or 2 years.
So when the day finally arrived we could hardly hold ourselves down to the floor. Just in the airport I took like 50 photos hahaha xD. We got on the plain, we were very loud (I'm not proud of that) and after an hour and a half on that plane, we arrived!!
We stayed at the Decameron, the one on the beach. It actually has a private beach, beautiful I must say. We got there, they showed us to our cabanas, they are absolutely brilliant. Ours was the only one with a private pool. We were initially 4 or 5 people on that cabana, at the end of the trip we were like 7 or 10.
Our first day we went to the dining room (food always first) a delicious buffet, and all of my friends served more than they would eat, I knew that was going to happen.
After that, we went to the beach and played some volleyball, got into the ocean, and drank a lot! I must admit playing volleyball drunk is fun :3 The problem was that we each got a bracelet, and at the time, there were only 3 people over 18 on my class, so they had to get us all 19 or 20 our drink.
At night, they all went to a pub inside the hotel, I dindn't go, I don't like people and noise.
The second day was perfect, just like all of them, breakfast was delicious, we could chose between 7 restaurants, all of then serving buffets.
I played some more volleyball, drinking on the beach, some ping pong, aerobics xD, swimming in the ocean and in one of the swimming pools, and most of all, enjoying myself. I would absolutely LOVE to go back there some day with my fiancé, it's a beautiful place. The week went by pretty far. On the second day I did went to the bar, I was very badly burnt, but still I gathered all my courage and starting dancing xD (I think I'm not a good dancer, I'm also kind of shy sometimes) There was a lady that had been looking at me and I wanted to ask her out for a dance but I was to drunk to talk to her. Also I was not confident with myself at all. So I just danced with myself.
On that night I ended up pretty wasted, my friends took me to our room but not before I threw up in front of a policeman, made a fool out of myself on the van (they were vans that took us to our cabanas) and finally fell on my bed pretty hard, face first.
On the last day, they took us to the biggest mall on Panama, it is indeed humongous . I bought my parents some stuff, a LOT of candy, something for my bros, and that was it. It was time to go home again u_u I was VERY burnt, I was a red dot.
We arrived at night, the cold night felt horrible on my skin u_u But I got over it. It was a beautiful trip, I will never forget it, and if any of you have the resources and the time to do it, I absolutely recomend it. Go to Panama, Go to that Decameron.
That's it for tonight folks, tomorrow will be another day, another story :) hope you liked it
NIGHT
domingo, 19 de febrero de 2012
Late
I'm staying too fucking late doing homeworks u_u I know it's only 11 pm but I want to be in my bed!! And the worst part is that I brought this on myself.
At collegue I need to do a life project, tell some teachers what I'm gonna do with my life (regarding my career, they don't want to know if I'll get married, have 3 kids, and buy a car), so I have to decide if I will make a restaurant, a pub, a bar, a Bakery shop or if I'm gonna be the janitor at some school.
My life project as you may know by now, is a Bakery. I haven't name it yet, if you have ideas, please do give them to me :D But it is not as easy as that. You cannot go there and be like "So, yeaaah, I'm going to have a Bakery shop with my fiancé and it's going to be so beautiful and stuff... and yeah, thanks :) " I gotta show them all my budget, all the ingredients I'll need for every plate, all the actives I'll need (tables, plates, spoons, forks, knives, napkins, etc) To do this I need to contact a lot of people, investigate different prices, look if I can get enough money to get a local, aaaall that stuff. That doesn't mean that as soon as I'm graduated I need to have a multimillion dollar company. That is why it is called a "Life Project" I have to tell them "I'll do this in 2,3,4,5 years"
Despite all this work, and despite a previous entry I did, I'm kind of liking Administration class. I'm getting it now, and I know I'll save a lot of money if I am capable of doing this kinds of things by myself.
But enough about boring stuff, let me tell you some other stuff about my day. I told you guys that my fiancé fell and got injured, right? I'm being his "doctor" n_n I love taking care of her, sleeping with her, watching movies with her, living with her <3
Note: My uncle though that this "<3" were boobies. One time he asked me "Why are you always posting boobies on your Girlfriends wall?" xD
Addressing a completely different subject, my Grandma's dog is staying here because of some kind of blatter problem he is having. My Grandma lives in a flat, and the neighbors were complaining about how the dog left "stuff" on the stairs, of course my Grandma cleaned it up, but still they complained. So here he is, his name is Bruno, you can see a pic of him here: Bruno :) (Blogger is not letting me upload the photo)
He is a cute dog, I know he is not doing that on purpose :( I hope he gets better in no time.
My cats see him as a stupid dog (I know, I speak cat) but he is only curious, he is curiouser than all 3 cats together. One of my cats, Zeus, does like Bruno a bit, he cuddles with him sometimes, But the two other cats, Pelusa and Bastet don't like him. They have scratching quite a bit, but he doesn't give up, he just wants to be friends with them :3
Anyway, I just wanted to share some stuff with you guys, I'll go to bed now, I'm reaaally tired, but tomorrow we'll cook, I'm happy, I'm in love, I'm happy with life roght now I must say :)
P.S. I love you my little dragonite :3 <3
At collegue I need to do a life project, tell some teachers what I'm gonna do with my life (regarding my career, they don't want to know if I'll get married, have 3 kids, and buy a car), so I have to decide if I will make a restaurant, a pub, a bar, a Bakery shop or if I'm gonna be the janitor at some school.
My life project as you may know by now, is a Bakery. I haven't name it yet, if you have ideas, please do give them to me :D But it is not as easy as that. You cannot go there and be like "So, yeaaah, I'm going to have a Bakery shop with my fiancé and it's going to be so beautiful and stuff... and yeah, thanks :) " I gotta show them all my budget, all the ingredients I'll need for every plate, all the actives I'll need (tables, plates, spoons, forks, knives, napkins, etc) To do this I need to contact a lot of people, investigate different prices, look if I can get enough money to get a local, aaaall that stuff. That doesn't mean that as soon as I'm graduated I need to have a multimillion dollar company. That is why it is called a "Life Project" I have to tell them "I'll do this in 2,3,4,5 years"
Despite all this work, and despite a previous entry I did, I'm kind of liking Administration class. I'm getting it now, and I know I'll save a lot of money if I am capable of doing this kinds of things by myself.
But enough about boring stuff, let me tell you some other stuff about my day. I told you guys that my fiancé fell and got injured, right? I'm being his "doctor" n_n I love taking care of her, sleeping with her, watching movies with her, living with her <3
Note: My uncle though that this "<3" were boobies. One time he asked me "Why are you always posting boobies on your Girlfriends wall?" xD
Addressing a completely different subject, my Grandma's dog is staying here because of some kind of blatter problem he is having. My Grandma lives in a flat, and the neighbors were complaining about how the dog left "stuff" on the stairs, of course my Grandma cleaned it up, but still they complained. So here he is, his name is Bruno, you can see a pic of him here: Bruno :) (Blogger is not letting me upload the photo)
He is a cute dog, I know he is not doing that on purpose :( I hope he gets better in no time.
My cats see him as a stupid dog (I know, I speak cat) but he is only curious, he is curiouser than all 3 cats together. One of my cats, Zeus, does like Bruno a bit, he cuddles with him sometimes, But the two other cats, Pelusa and Bastet don't like him. They have scratching quite a bit, but he doesn't give up, he just wants to be friends with them :3
Anyway, I just wanted to share some stuff with you guys, I'll go to bed now, I'm reaaally tired, but tomorrow we'll cook, I'm happy, I'm in love, I'm happy with life roght now I must say :)
P.S. I love you my little dragonite :3 <3
viernes, 17 de febrero de 2012
Sad Entry
This is going to be a sad entry, this is not a warning, it's just a heads up, I know this is supposed to be a happy blog but today I'll do an exception.
Ok, so today, or yesterday, whatever, I spend the day with my fiancé, we went to buy some chocolates, we saw some shops, it was all going fine until she fell by accident :( She twisted her angle, leaving her with a huge ball on it, and she got a big bruise and scrap on her knee :(
First of all I felt bad because I didn't catch her, I was just ahead of her, I turned around and she was on the floor, crying. Just remembering that image makes me want to cry, I don't ever want her to get hurt, if I could make her immune to any kind of damage, I would, I would give ANYTHING to do that. I love her.
Second, I felt useless when I didn't have enough money to call for a cab to get her home. I was just there talking softly to her, holding down my own tears and repeating her "Calm down baby, I'm here by your side". I felt impotent, I felt stupid, I felt completely and helplessly useless. I then swore to myself that would not happen again, I need to have resources, I need to have money, I need to provide to her, because she is my life, without her there's nothing, her pain is my pain, I felt her tears running down my cheeks. I hate myself for not doing enough.
At the hospital I felt useless again, I saw her there, waiting to be called, and I couldn't do a thing. I wanted to move everybody out of the way and make her first, like it should be, because she is first for me, always have, always will. Her desires and needs are my orders, literally. I tried to make her laugh a couple of times, trying to keep her mind of the pain, I don't know if it worked, but I sure put my heart into it, like everything I do for her.
Once again I felt useless when I saw her, I knew she was hungry, and couldn't do anything because of the big of a failure I am. I then touched her several times by mistake on her knee, the bad one, and seeing her pain face was like taking a bullet on my tie or something similar. I didn't want to bother her, or hurt her, I just don't know how to behave when I see her crying, I want to do the best, be the best for her, but all I do generally is fuck things up even more.
After a couple of hours at the hospital, they sent her home with the order of not using her foot for 6 days. I know she has some works to show at her colleague, I really want to help her, be her aid, her right and left hand, but I just don't know how to do it. Maybe I could skip my classes to help her get to hers. I will figure out something. I just want to make her happy.
Then we (her mum, a friend of hers, she and myself) took a cab to her apartment. We arrived. For the first time on the whole evening I felt useful when I carried her to her apartment, giving her some help. We sat down on the table an her mum made us some much needed food. Thank you Nydia, you're great, you really are, I know she was more tired than I was and still she made us some dinner. Before dinner, something happened, me, being the stupid, moronic, ass-mentally disabled idiot I am, made my fiancé sad again. I wanted to get something as stupid and useless as a new follower on Twitter, and what I did was make her cry. My stupidity still amazes me. God only knows the last thing I would do, ever, is hurt her. I am just stupid. Maybe I hit the floor with my head when I was little or something.
On the ride home, I decided I needed some punishment. Some of my own. As a sign of punishment I am going to stay up all night, thinking about what I did, a stupid thing with big reactions. I am just gonna sit here, listening to my brother snore (it may sound funny, but is the biggest torture you can apply on me, hearing someone snore, I am dead serious). As a prove that I am awake, I am going to tweet a single dot on twitter every hour. Just a dot, I don't have the energy to put something else.
Maybe nobody is reading this but I need to do this, as a catharsis. And I am not doing this to torment or hurt my fiancé, it's the exact opposite, I see it as a prove that I really care about her, I really care how she feels, I really love her. I am going to pray for her wellbeing. I want her to get better, soon, now if possible God.
Ok, so today, or yesterday, whatever, I spend the day with my fiancé, we went to buy some chocolates, we saw some shops, it was all going fine until she fell by accident :( She twisted her angle, leaving her with a huge ball on it, and she got a big bruise and scrap on her knee :(
First of all I felt bad because I didn't catch her, I was just ahead of her, I turned around and she was on the floor, crying. Just remembering that image makes me want to cry, I don't ever want her to get hurt, if I could make her immune to any kind of damage, I would, I would give ANYTHING to do that. I love her.
Second, I felt useless when I didn't have enough money to call for a cab to get her home. I was just there talking softly to her, holding down my own tears and repeating her "Calm down baby, I'm here by your side". I felt impotent, I felt stupid, I felt completely and helplessly useless. I then swore to myself that would not happen again, I need to have resources, I need to have money, I need to provide to her, because she is my life, without her there's nothing, her pain is my pain, I felt her tears running down my cheeks. I hate myself for not doing enough.
At the hospital I felt useless again, I saw her there, waiting to be called, and I couldn't do a thing. I wanted to move everybody out of the way and make her first, like it should be, because she is first for me, always have, always will. Her desires and needs are my orders, literally. I tried to make her laugh a couple of times, trying to keep her mind of the pain, I don't know if it worked, but I sure put my heart into it, like everything I do for her.
Once again I felt useless when I saw her, I knew she was hungry, and couldn't do anything because of the big of a failure I am. I then touched her several times by mistake on her knee, the bad one, and seeing her pain face was like taking a bullet on my tie or something similar. I didn't want to bother her, or hurt her, I just don't know how to behave when I see her crying, I want to do the best, be the best for her, but all I do generally is fuck things up even more.
After a couple of hours at the hospital, they sent her home with the order of not using her foot for 6 days. I know she has some works to show at her colleague, I really want to help her, be her aid, her right and left hand, but I just don't know how to do it. Maybe I could skip my classes to help her get to hers. I will figure out something. I just want to make her happy.
Then we (her mum, a friend of hers, she and myself) took a cab to her apartment. We arrived. For the first time on the whole evening I felt useful when I carried her to her apartment, giving her some help. We sat down on the table an her mum made us some much needed food. Thank you Nydia, you're great, you really are, I know she was more tired than I was and still she made us some dinner. Before dinner, something happened, me, being the stupid, moronic, ass-mentally disabled idiot I am, made my fiancé sad again. I wanted to get something as stupid and useless as a new follower on Twitter, and what I did was make her cry. My stupidity still amazes me. God only knows the last thing I would do, ever, is hurt her. I am just stupid. Maybe I hit the floor with my head when I was little or something.
On the ride home, I decided I needed some punishment. Some of my own. As a sign of punishment I am going to stay up all night, thinking about what I did, a stupid thing with big reactions. I am just gonna sit here, listening to my brother snore (it may sound funny, but is the biggest torture you can apply on me, hearing someone snore, I am dead serious). As a prove that I am awake, I am going to tweet a single dot on twitter every hour. Just a dot, I don't have the energy to put something else.
Maybe nobody is reading this but I need to do this, as a catharsis. And I am not doing this to torment or hurt my fiancé, it's the exact opposite, I see it as a prove that I really care about her, I really care how she feels, I really love her. I am going to pray for her wellbeing. I want her to get better, soon, now if possible God.
Oh shit
Ok, so today I had theoretical class. You tough I only cooked? nope, I am also being thought how to manage my own business (Administration), how to make that business grow (Merchandising), how to create a good menu (Nutrition) and Hygiene.
Soooo, today was Administration and Merchandising day. I kinda like Merchandising cause is how you going to show your business, but Administration is a fucking pain in the ass. There are soooo many numbers I'm going mad. You have to put every single ingredient you're gonna use in your plates, including salt, pepper, etc.
But I understand is necessary for me to know that kind of stuff if I want my Bakery to succeed. :)
I didn't make any entry Yesterday, so let me tell you something about it. Yesterday we had a visit to the natural museum. They showed us some stuff about how was Colombia before The Spanish arrived, how the indigenous people make their plates, etc. And after that we made some food mirrorring some indigenous plates :) It was delicious.
Now, I'm late for my driving class xD So later guys, I'll make some new entries later. Hugs :)
Soooo, today was Administration and Merchandising day. I kinda like Merchandising cause is how you going to show your business, but Administration is a fucking pain in the ass. There are soooo many numbers I'm going mad. You have to put every single ingredient you're gonna use in your plates, including salt, pepper, etc.
But I understand is necessary for me to know that kind of stuff if I want my Bakery to succeed. :)
I didn't make any entry Yesterday, so let me tell you something about it. Yesterday we had a visit to the natural museum. They showed us some stuff about how was Colombia before The Spanish arrived, how the indigenous people make their plates, etc. And after that we made some food mirrorring some indigenous plates :) It was delicious.
Now, I'm late for my driving class xD So later guys, I'll make some new entries later. Hugs :)
miércoles, 15 de febrero de 2012
Plans
But hey! This is supposed to be a happpy blog (or cherrie or whatever) so let me tell you something I'm excited about this year: My plans.
This year, if everything goes well, I'll be at my grade on October or November, so that's the first plan, "Graduate", let's name it "(1)"
(2) IF I graduate, I'm planning to start a Bakery with my fiance, maybe not this year, but I definitely have that in mind
(3) I need to some some "ground job" in order to get my diplomma, so another plan is to work at a restaurant, practice, and get better at what I love doing: eating.... I mean, cooking :D
(4) After I have done all my work hours, I'm planning to paint my hair either purple or red (I've already had it blue and green)
(5) I want to get a piercing in my right nostril
(6) I want to move out with le fiancé, I love my family but I'm growing tired of them. I don't want to end up not liking them...
(7) I want to get a tattoo. A really meaningful one... dear aoi I love you
(8) Not my priority, but I would like to get a car, it could be very useful
(9) Buy God of War 3 and play it on my Fiancé's PS3 :D
(hsjkdfhlksdf) Last but absolutely not least, I want to travel with my fiancé, somewhere, anywhere <3
Ok, so there you have, my plans for this 2012, I hope I can make at least 5 of them come true. Thanks for reading, whoever you are. Hug.
This year, if everything goes well, I'll be at my grade on October or November, so that's the first plan, "Graduate", let's name it "(1)"
(2) IF I graduate, I'm planning to start a Bakery with my fiance, maybe not this year, but I definitely have that in mind
(3) I need to some some "ground job" in order to get my diplomma, so another plan is to work at a restaurant, practice, and get better at what I love doing: eating.... I mean, cooking :D
(4) After I have done all my work hours, I'm planning to paint my hair either purple or red (I've already had it blue and green)
(5) I want to get a piercing in my right nostril
(6) I want to move out with le fiancé, I love my family but I'm growing tired of them. I don't want to end up not liking them...
(7) I want to get a tattoo. A really meaningful one... dear aoi I love you
(8) Not my priority, but I would like to get a car, it could be very useful
(9) Buy God of War 3 and play it on my Fiancé's PS3 :D
(hsjkdfhlksdf) Last but absolutely not least, I want to travel with my fiancé, somewhere, anywhere <3
Ok, so there you have, my plans for this 2012, I hope I can make at least 5 of them come true. Thanks for reading, whoever you are. Hug.
Again
Yesterday I told you how my days are. I told you I was tired, and today, surprisingly, I am too. Today, as I also told you yesterday, we made Pizzas and Risotos. It was absolutely delicious, my favourite was RISOTTO ALLO CHAMPAGNE, I love Champagne, it is my favorite kind of drink. But enough about that. Let me tell you about my day excepting collegue.
I woke up at 6 am as usual, and there was a lot of fog outside (I really like fog in the morning) and I left my house kinda happy :) I had to use Transmilenio because of the weather. After collegue I had the appointment I told you about. I walked there. The doc was nice but told me some bad news. The ideal medicine or wathever for acne costs like 240.000 pesos (more or less like 120 dollars) and I don't really have a lot of money right now... So she told me to use a special sope and a lotion and some other pills. I am really hoping that works, I'm really getting tired of how I look......
After that, I came home. I am really tired and I have a big headache, I was hoping to write something better, but I'll have to stop here, maybe I'll write something later today. If anyone is reading me, hello.
I woke up at 6 am as usual, and there was a lot of fog outside (I really like fog in the morning) and I left my house kinda happy :) I had to use Transmilenio because of the weather. After collegue I had the appointment I told you about. I walked there. The doc was nice but told me some bad news. The ideal medicine or wathever for acne costs like 240.000 pesos (more or less like 120 dollars) and I don't really have a lot of money right now... So she told me to use a special sope and a lotion and some other pills. I am really hoping that works, I'm really getting tired of how I look......
After that, I came home. I am really tired and I have a big headache, I was hoping to write something better, but I'll have to stop here, maybe I'll write something later today. If anyone is reading me, hello.
martes, 14 de febrero de 2012
Everyday
Life is tiresome. Life is long, long, sometimes it's seems longer than we would like it to be. But life has tough me that tiresome things usually have a good prize.
Today was one of those long, but not that long, days. In my city there's only 3 ways I can get to my college, I'll order them by practicality:
1) Transmilenio: It's the city's massive transport system, here's a pic
Seems nice, right? WRONG. Bad stuff about it: full of people (makes me hate people a little bit), expensive, not enough buses. Good stuff: I must admit it is pretty fast.
This is the one I use the most, because I don't leave near my collegue, I need to wake up at 6 am, leave my house at 7 and I arrive collegue at 8 am. Sucks a bit.
2) Car: Right know I dont have my license, but I'm getting it. Bad Stuff about it: Bogota is FILLED with people, some families have up to 3 cars, so you can imagine the traffic. Also, gas is REAAAALLY expensive here. Good stuff: You're alone!! I mean, you dont have to stand next to all that people like in Transmilenio, touch them, smell them, whatever...
3) Bike: It's my favorite, but since we're in practicality, it is number 3. With my bike, it takes me like 30 mins from home to collegue, I like it because I feel free, it's greener, and I'm doing some exercise (pretty much needed excercise, because as you may know, I'm becoming a Chef, so I eat A LOT at all my classes), but when it comes to practicality.. we're bad. I can leave my bike at collegue during classes, but then, there's rain, reckless cardrivers, other bikers, etc. Also, I love to visit my fiancé after class, and I usually come home after 10 pm, and it is not safe at all to be on you're bike at 10 pm at night. So my bike and I have like a bittersweet romance.
Ok, so that being said, let me tell you about my day. This morning I took Transmi-fucking-lenio to collegue because my bike was at my fiancé's house. It wasn't that bad but I dont know, I hate being squished like that.
Today I only had 1 class: Pastery 2. I LOOOOVE PASTERY!! (I know you may think, "then why didnt you study just pastery" but that is a story for later on) We made some biscuits with chocolate, almond, and 1 with sausages, delicious I must say, and since it was Valentine, I gave some of them to my fiance :D After classes I bought some roses and went to visit my fiance. She seemed pretty happy with the flowers and the sweets :) Then I made her some lunch and we ate together. After that I came home in my bike, while enjoying some (very rare these days) SUN.
It took me like 25-30 mins to get home, and I was pretty tired. But I dint sleep, I just played some Skyrim (NOTE: My fiance gave me Skyrim for Chrismast, she's perfect <3). Time goes by very fast if you're playing Skyrim, I saw the time, and it was 7:00 pm already, my Granny came over to ask me some help with her work. She just left. My eyes are closing by themselves. YAAAAWN! (If you're somehow like me, just reading the word yawn is gonna make you yawn) Now im talking with le fiance via FB and watching The Big Band Theory. Tomorrow I've got Italian cooking, we're gonna make some Pizza and Risottos, Im excited!!
Also tomorrow, I've got an appointment at the dermatologist cause my face is kinda shitty (ugly, disgusting, depressing, acne) :( let's hope I can get it fixed.
That was my day, I hope you had a great day, maybe no one is gonna read this but I'm giving it a try.
Night, take care people.
Today was one of those long, but not that long, days. In my city there's only 3 ways I can get to my college, I'll order them by practicality:
1) Transmilenio: It's the city's massive transport system, here's a pic
Seems nice, right? WRONG. Bad stuff about it: full of people (makes me hate people a little bit), expensive, not enough buses. Good stuff: I must admit it is pretty fast.
This is the one I use the most, because I don't leave near my collegue, I need to wake up at 6 am, leave my house at 7 and I arrive collegue at 8 am. Sucks a bit.
2) Car: Right know I dont have my license, but I'm getting it. Bad Stuff about it: Bogota is FILLED with people, some families have up to 3 cars, so you can imagine the traffic. Also, gas is REAAAALLY expensive here. Good stuff: You're alone!! I mean, you dont have to stand next to all that people like in Transmilenio, touch them, smell them, whatever...
3) Bike: It's my favorite, but since we're in practicality, it is number 3. With my bike, it takes me like 30 mins from home to collegue, I like it because I feel free, it's greener, and I'm doing some exercise (pretty much needed excercise, because as you may know, I'm becoming a Chef, so I eat A LOT at all my classes), but when it comes to practicality.. we're bad. I can leave my bike at collegue during classes, but then, there's rain, reckless cardrivers, other bikers, etc. Also, I love to visit my fiancé after class, and I usually come home after 10 pm, and it is not safe at all to be on you're bike at 10 pm at night. So my bike and I have like a bittersweet romance.
Ok, so that being said, let me tell you about my day. This morning I took Transmi-fucking-lenio to collegue because my bike was at my fiancé's house. It wasn't that bad but I dont know, I hate being squished like that.
Today I only had 1 class: Pastery 2. I LOOOOVE PASTERY!! (I know you may think, "then why didnt you study just pastery" but that is a story for later on) We made some biscuits with chocolate, almond, and 1 with sausages, delicious I must say, and since it was Valentine, I gave some of them to my fiance :D After classes I bought some roses and went to visit my fiance. She seemed pretty happy with the flowers and the sweets :) Then I made her some lunch and we ate together. After that I came home in my bike, while enjoying some (very rare these days) SUN.
It took me like 25-30 mins to get home, and I was pretty tired. But I dint sleep, I just played some Skyrim (NOTE: My fiance gave me Skyrim for Chrismast, she's perfect <3). Time goes by very fast if you're playing Skyrim, I saw the time, and it was 7:00 pm already, my Granny came over to ask me some help with her work. She just left. My eyes are closing by themselves. YAAAAWN! (If you're somehow like me, just reading the word yawn is gonna make you yawn) Now im talking with le fiance via FB and watching The Big Band Theory. Tomorrow I've got Italian cooking, we're gonna make some Pizza and Risottos, Im excited!!
Also tomorrow, I've got an appointment at the dermatologist cause my face is kinda shitty (ugly, disgusting, depressing, acne) :( let's hope I can get it fixed.
That was my day, I hope you had a great day, maybe no one is gonna read this but I'm giving it a try.
Night, take care people.
Santiago
First of all, as it's ment to be, I shall introduce myself. My name is Santiago Restrepo, I'm from Bogota, Colombia.
I'm 19 years old
I'm close to become a Chef (or Baker)
I'm happily engaged
I LOVE ANIMALS
I LOVE FOOD
I LOVE TO COOK
That being said, let me tell you general stuff about me.
I'm not the most sociable guy you'll see. I hate crowds, I hate noise, but don't get the wrong idea, I'm not Scrooge, I love hanging out with my friends, I love hanging with my fiance, I looooove videogames, I like sports. I'll be nice to you if you're nice to me, and even if you're not, I'll try to be nice to you (for a while...)
I like to read (I must admit I've not done it for a while, Skyrim's got me u_u)
And most of all, I like eating, that's why I cook. I believe that the only kind of art you can eat and take with you is food. I can let you know my mood, my personality, my emotions, everything, on a single plate. That's why I do what I do. I'll be graduated in less than a year and I plan to start a French Bakery and Tea House with my fiancé.
I hope you guys got a little picture of who I am (there's a lot more to come) Let's do this.
Change
I've decided to flip the direction of this blog a little bit. I'll continue writing stuff like recipes or techniques I'm learning at collegue, but I'm also gonna share stuff about me, about who I am, what I like, etc.... So this is my blog, if this is you're first time here, WELCOME!, and I hope you guys like it.
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